Lord I'm tired.I'm tired of fighting.I'm tired of waiting for results which never come.I'm tired of pretending.I'm tired of believing.Lord,I need you.Please show yourself to me.It hurts.It really does.Lord please take it away.It's really painful.Why Lord?Why me?Why so big a price?I know I have to be strong.I know I have to be kingdom-minded.I know it's about your purpose in my generation.I know I have to believe,but it's so difficult.The price to pay seems so large.Lord why?Why do I feel so small now?Why,why,why?Lord if you knew,if you see,then please take it away.I know you have a plan for me,I know you believe in me,I know you will be with me,but it hurts so much.I'm so tired.Lord I don't want to give up,I want to believe,I want to trust,I want to surrender,but Lord it's so painful.God when you saw your Son on the cross,you stood firm.How Lord?How?Teach me.Teach me to surrender.Teach me to trust you in this.Teach me to be strong in this.Lord I'm tired of crying myself to sleep.I'm tired of crumbling even though I was alone through those times.I'm tired of being afraid.Lead me Lord.I'm going to lay it all at the foot of the cross,one more time...


You've called me to places
I can't see
Lord open my eyes
You've called me to people
I can't reach
Lord,stir within me
A hunger to see your kingdom come
A passion for your will to be done

Give me a heart for this generation
Set me apart for your great commission

And I will go
Wherever you lead
I will follow
And I have counted the cost
I will carry the cross
So take my hands
All that I have they are yours
And you have laid out my course
I will live for this cause

Heaven and earth will pass away
But Jesus you're eternal
Kings and their kingdoms
Will fall one day
But your glory's forever
All of creation will bow to you
The time will come for all to sing
God you reign

No turning back
No turning back
And I will follow you
No turning back
No turning back
And I will carry the cross
No turning back
No turning back
No turning back
I will live for this cause
No turning back
No turning back
No turning back